A six-month Temple of Rebirth forwomen becoming vessels for the work their souls came here to do
The Feminine Aspect of the Great Cosmic Force we call God saved my life.
She found me at twenty-one, lost in the dark, on the verge of destruction. She brought the Amazon rainforest and awakened my spiritual connection like no church ever could. She gave me a ceremony. She gave me prayer. She gave me a living connection to my worth, my intuition, my purpose, community, and belonging. She gave me back to myself and awakened my connection with Earth.
And now the Divine Mother is calling again.
Not for me.
For you
If you feel a sacred calling — not with your mind but with something deeper. It moves in your body. It stirs in your dreams. It speaks in the silence between breaths.
A call to step more fully into the truth of who you are and what you are here to offer this world. To commit to truly knowing yourself as a child of the divine here on earth with a sacred mission.
A rebirth is unfolding. The Mother is urging you to shed distractions, deepen your practice, and trust the current pulling you forward. Because what wants to be born through you is not just for you. It is for something far greater.
Your mission is hidden not only in your deepest longing,
but also in what has broken your heart, tested your faith, and asked you to grow.
Within this temple, we learn to see our lives as a sacred curriculum. Both our burdens and our blessings become teachers. Through the lens of the heart, we begin to recognize the divine orchestration woven through our journey and the deeper intelligence guiding our growth.
As we integrate the lessons life has offered us, what once felt like suffering becomes wisdom, what once felt like confusion becomes clarity, and what once felt like a burden becomes part of the medicine we are here to share.
This is how we mature into greater stewardship of our purpose, our gifts, and our service to the world.
THE INVITATION
Eight women. An intimate, devotional commitment.
Within this temple, we don't just experience sisterhood. We learn how to create it.
Together, we learn to navigate the inevitable glitches of relationship that create suffering in our lives and division in our world. As assumptions, projections, misunderstandings, fears, and old stories arise, we learn to meet them with curiosity rather than certainty, and connection rather than withdrawal.
Over time, we become relational jedis, transforming patterns of hiding, performing, people pleasing, and self-protection into the capacity to cultivate communities rooted in authenticity, coherence, trust, and belonging.
Who is a Channel of Change?
A woman who has broken the cycle and become medicine for the medicine within her to pour forth into the world.
As children of the Divine, we are made in the image of the Creator. It is our mission to allow God and Goddess to create through us, sculpt us, and influence the direction of humanity through how we live and what we create.
But the traumas and distortions of today's world can make us doubt our authentic worth, connection, and path. Even after the Divine has transformed our lives, even after profound moments of remembering our essence, we fear standing in the truth of who we really are because our world can be so polarizing, volatile, and cruel.
We soften our edges. We dim our truth to feel safe. And after a while, it becomes a cage.
We absorb the energies around us, creating a fog that dulls our awareness. We forget to open ourselves to the Great Cosmic Forces available to work through us and illuminate our path.
A Channel of Change is a woman who has broken that cycle.
She has done the sacred work of transmuting her karma into medicine. She has faced the shadows, forgiven the unforgivable, and let her deepest wounds become doorways. She is connected to the Divine not through the words of a holy book alone, but through direct, visceral, living experience.
She doesn't absorb the chaos of the world. She transmits the love and wisdom that calms and unites.
She can sit in the fire with another person and not burn. She can hold pain without turning it into violence. She can feel everything and still stay rooted in her center.
She wields her boundaries with skill and grace without weaponizing them. She speaks truth without cruelty. She can walk into any room, any relationship, any conflict, and shift the energy with her presence.
She has turned her pain into prayer. Her lessons into gifts. Her life into an offering.
And she's having a really good time doing it.
The wound turned into a doorway.
And she walked through it.
How this work was born.
Before this work found me, I was living the same painful story on repeat. Different faces, same wounds. My karmic imprints were choosing my relationships, my reactions, and my reality.
Until they weren't.
Through my initiations through my mystical christ based medicine path from the Amazon everything shifted. I spent deep, quiet years in study. Examining my consciousness. Looking at my pride, my vanity, my fear. Learning to find the hurt innocence beneath it all while changing my thoughts and behaviors. Learning how to stop reacting and instead emotionally center, bringing vibrational medicine to situations to transform them rather than feed them.
I found soul family. The kind of sisterhood and safe brotherhood where I could work out my shadows and be seen in my light. Celebrated rather than competed with. Held in my vulnerability and respected for what I carry, as I did for them. My whole life transformed.
I have been guiding people through deep karmic processes for nearly 20 years. And I birthed a women's movement of 20,000+ circles across 100+ countries. Not through a business plan. Through prayer. Because the prayer was in my heart and I had done enough sacred work to hold it with integrity.
That is what I teach. That is Channels of Change.
There will not be just "one savior" who returns.
There will be an awakening of the Divine Presence within us all
The work underneath the work.
Underneath so much of our suffering lives the same pattern. I call it the victim-perpetrator continuum. Someone is hurt. That hurt turns into anger. The anger feels righteous. It strikes outward. And the cycle continues.
If we do not interrupt that pattern inside ourselves, we unknowingly feed it outside ourselves. This is not about suppressing anger. It is about transforming our pain before we act from it.
Love, real love, is the fiercest, most revolutionary force there is. It's the only energy strong enough to hold pain without turning it into violence.
In Channels of Change, we become the tenders of the space between us. The weavers of peace. The channels of a new time.
The future is not written. It is being born.
And it will be shaped by the women who choose devotion.
THE CONTAINER
What this journey holds.
A mystery school and mentorship held in devotion, prayer, and the fire of real transformation. Also: laughter, medicine songs, free-flow dance, ugly crying, breakthroughs, and the kind of sisterhood that rewires your nervous system.
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MONTHS OF DEVOTION
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WOMAN ONLY
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SACRED RETREATS
Two In-Person Sacred Retreats. Four-day immersions with ceremony held in my lineage. To clear trauma, dissolve karmic ties, and release what's ready to leave. To be nourished by what's emerging. To open to what's being born.
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A Wisdom Council of Sisters. A high-caliber space where we refine our leadership, practice speaking the previously "unspeakable," and hold each other accountable to the higher vision we are here to embody.
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Devotional Prayers and Practices. Guided practice and disciplines to strengthen your channel, activate the Creator within, and deepen your union with Mother-Father God.
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Private 1:1 Mentorship. Deep dive sessions, somatic trauma integration, personalized ritual, and authentic relating to help you see what is hidden and claim what is deeply true and already within you.
Energetic and Somatic Healing. Bringing awareness to ancestral karmic burdens, clearing distortions that don't align with the truth of your heart, and preparing your vessel to receive and hold what is ready to be birthed through you.
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TRANSFORMATION
What transforms within you.
When we truly transform our deep karmic and ancestral pain, we don't just "heal a pattern." We elevate into the next octave of our evolutionary spiritual path. We go in deep to rise.
Your spiritual authority reclaimed. Not borrowed from a system or a book. Remembered from the wisdom already living in your soul. More anchored in who you truly are. More available to channel the work that is uniquely yours to do.
This is the quiet miracle of returning to yourself, one brave breath at a time.
A VOICE FROM INSIDE
"There was a sacred rage burning in me, trapped in a cage. Through Channels of Change, I was forged in holy fire and set free"
SISTERS SPEAK
Voices from
Alumni
“What did this work give me that nothing else could? One word: hope."
"I had this deep knowing: this can't be it.I was trapped for decades in limiting beliefs, and in less than nine months I died many ego deaths, shed what was no longer serving me, and followed the light into my fullest potential. I quit my corporate job, found my mission, relocated halfway across the country, and re-established a relationship with my mother. But most importantly, I changed my relationship with myself.”
— Nicole Budde
“Channels of Change shook me, exposed me, challenged me."
“ It completely opened me to the deeper layers of self I didn't know needed healing and release, let alone how to access. I felt I had reached a plateau in my growth, I felt stuck, and knew there was more to what I was meant to do in this life. Channels of Change shook me, exposed me, challenged me, and took me to my hidden shadow realms, all so that I can face the truth of who I am and shed the karmic and energetic forces holding me back. Lauren lovingly and expertly guides the group through these transformations with attentive support and an incredibly strong feminine container. The program includes studies, practices, tools, and ceremonies to help with this work, and I now have a lifelong personal practice of devotion I can call my own. This program was deeply profound and my life is forever changed because of it”
— Ilana Rose
"A before and after in my life."
"Channels of Change has been a truly life-changing experience that has reshaped how I see myself and what I'm here to do. I was able to embody a powerful version of myself I always knew was there, but couldn't clearly see or fully step into before. Heavy wounds came up to be seen, healed, and released, all in a most loving way. This journey has marked a before and after in my life and has gifted me courage, insight, and a wonderful circle of women friends devoted to growth, truth, and sacred change."
— Karina
DISCERNMENT
Is this your path?
This is for the woman who…
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This is for the woman who has already been doing her inner work, but feels something deeper pulling her forward.
Who knows she's being guided but senses she must shed an old layer to step into the next chapter.
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Who feels the call in her body, even if she doesn't yet have the words for it.
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Who is tired of absorbing the world's pain and ready to become the medicine instead.
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Who carries the desire for a mission inside her. A movement, a body of work, a way of serving that is ready to take form.
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Who wants real devotion. The kind that asks you to tell the truth, do the work, and trust the Divine even when it's terrifying.
Who knows the future is not something to wait for. It is something to midwife into being.
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I am not the one who initiates.The Great Mother does.
But I am here as Her daughter and your sister, ready to walk with you and guide you through the unfolding of what is already within you.
For 18 years I've walked this path. I walk it still with a nervous system that is still healing, with habits of thinking still unwinding, and with more authenticity to embody. I am not offering this as someone who has arrived. I am offering it as someone who has walked through fire and continues to walk with reverence.
And I will hold your hand through yours.
A big twirl and a high five,
Lauren